after countless rides on the merry-go-round
having experienced and re-visited all the timelines thousands of times, woven, unwoven and re-woven all unimaginable patterns
again and again
cheerful, passionate, desperate, enduring, stubborn, satisfied, jaded … sometimes

the phoenix got off the merry-go-round

a bit dizzy, he could hear the still running engine
he had jumped out
bored
at the end of everything
at the end of the end
but where is the end when we go round in circles ?

he had run out of the vital force that forced him be born and reborn so many times
all the joys and sorrows of the world lived
the substance of that kind of existence exhausted

his ultimate resource : get out of here !

hence the quantum leap
and the end of the myth
and of the phoenix as well
which dropped dead (for real, this time)

exit

what’s next ?

once we get out of the rut, we discover a new vast open multidimensional environment
unknown uncharted to be discovered and invested
numerous other possible relationships, creations, expressions 
to be explored
harmonious complex pulsating living evolving forms
an entirely different kind of life